Anyway, I think my computer is dead. It's something I want to be mature about, like see how God wants to use this...maybe I was using it too much, or maybe it was a distraction. I am certain if the Lord wants me to have a computer, I'll have a computer. Bam. But I'm still sad. I feel like Facebook and blogging really keep me from being isolated, plus I am a major "verbal" processor and I have to work through things by writing, I just have to. I still journal, but the blog makes me feel like I am learning things that maybe are affecting others, too. But mostly it's just fun, and I need that!
Oh, well. Enough. At least Jack has a computer I can sometimes steal away. Maybe this will make my blogs a little more purposeful.
Tonight was our first Christmas gathering; Jack's side of the family. It was really fun. Grandma gave me some used house shoes and a dreamcatcher. Yes, I'm serious. I am pretty sure it was a gag gift...I mean, obviously it was a gag gift, but the question is whether it was MEANT to be a gag gift! The kids got some beautiful dresses, jammies, and baby dolls. That's all they need...yet there are about 5 more "Christmases" to go. It's such a fun 2 weeks, but I really have to pace myself...meaning get in bed every chance I have, keep exercising, taking my supplements, and doing the other stuff on my list. This time last year was so hard; I praise Him for the path He has taken me on this year, and I praise Him that out of His great mercy I feel better than I thought I would.
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